Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. The feelings and emotions are simply due to love and affection. There is nothing to worry about it. The love and affection makes you obsessive to your partner and that obsession makes you jealous and often angry. Just pledge yourself that your love towards towards your partner is divine and will be divine what may happen . This pledge makes you to look at only love angle, and slowly you forget or ignore other angles. Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.