hello 40 year old white male non cigarette smoker no other drugs but marijuana .have had adhd from birth lol was on Ritalin from 7 to about15 years old didn t like it skinny was 9th grade 6 ft tall 95 pounds didnt like how i felt on it. . any ways dealt with it by medicating with marijuana but over time it seems doesn t work i have to smoke more often it works but with more depression it wears off faster i have quite often been down depressed short periods of happiness loss of having enjoyment other than sex. everything i think Whats the point i get periods were im irritable cant stay asleep toss and turn side tract at work issues in life are piling up and i usually throw them on back burner but with more and more hard to accomplish effecting work relationships and life in general. so its a combination which i believe all runs under having adhd . depressed low self worth not liking or having hobies or going out hard to make good decisions very passive. its hard there s so much i can write ur just getting a lil brief bit of me i dont go to doctors cause most of them dont truely care ive noticed and sucks looking and finding them n find out the same . so its hard . i lag on things like that and when i no i shouldnt like my teeth and i have sweaty feet issues . so well if i don t get a response i understand lol been really down and dont have any real outlets everyone i no has other issues worse . but i no i should be feeling like i do very depressed hard to kick it thats why i was loking into advice or idk help !!