Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I don t understand, why you try suicide for this problem? What is so serious about this problem? You just have pain in your groin area where there was no medical reasons were spotted except muscular stress. Please understand, blaming masturbation is not correct. Masturbation is a natural process and cannot harm your health. You said you masturbated in excess. What is in excess? Teenage people masturbate once or twice a day. After twenty, masturbation comes down to thrice of twice a week because they have so many other things to take care of like education, health, career etc. In your case, what is the number? You should also understand, your doctors did all those tests and said there is nothing wrong. YOU MUST BELIEVE THEM. If you don;t believe them and go with normal life style, you will obsess with the same area of pain again and again, and naturally the you will feel and wriggle with pain, even though, actually the pain does not exist. That is called, in psychiatry, Psycho-somatic disorder. I suggest you to consult a psychiatrist for further treatment. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. Take care.