I m 35 years old and pregnant. I have a loving boyfriend who supports me but I m not excited about it. This year was supposed to be our engagement and the wedding I ve dreamed about my entire life and I m watching my dreams crumble. I m embarrassed, sad, confused, and feel awful for not being excited for the blessing. Additionally, I know I m 35 and beyond the risk zone. Please provide perspective. What is the real data on pregnancy after 35 if I don t embrace this pregnancy?