A decade of failed treatment and doctors using terms like I slipped through healthcare cracks Has left me with clinical depression and a untreated class2b brain injury which makes my anger and sadness uncontrollable and I have no willpower or drive(cannot force myself to do anything) My question is is there something( like a pill or treatment of sorts) that gives ..for a lack of terms, drive and willpower? Let me give you an example if I want to walk the dogs. I will get as far as walking out the door and than I start to feel exhausted and go back inside and lay down, but not sleep just get very down and think terrible . This happens with eating sleeping daily activities. Everything. Is very tedious. And very very hard to do even the smallest tasks without giving up before I even start. I ve gone through many councillors and talk therapy for a nuero-psychologist to say talk therapy would never help me. After he did testing of his own. Of course. Cause my huge file is never enough. And I ve tried countless anti depressants that all have had very bad effects or no help. I also went to a psych ward ( by choice of going to the hospital for depression and them sending me away in ambulance ) and they just sent me home Please help?. I m so tired of not being able to do anything or live any sort of life. And when I ask for anything to help drive they say there s no such thing. Yet when I search online people have similar problems with drive but have prescriptions that how they describe help that very feeling.