Hi my name is Kahu am 47 i have 3 childrens and 2 grandchildrens lost my dad 1996 my 2006 my ex left me 2008 we had our own home i had i great job now i have nothing but da clothe am wearing i have been feeling sad hurt for a very long time every day i wish i was dead it been in my head for a long time i dont know wat to do i wish i had my own home job i nhave been hunting but get no wea i have been single since my ex left i feel no hope or love