i started doing MB after being getting raped at the age of 6 yrs. sine then i did MB till my 14yrs of age. but thereafter i stopped doing MB at all n i controlled my self a lot. now i am 23 , i now feel but i dnt do it n control my self but due to wrong thinking of mind since childhood i got one problem that whenever i talk any non-veg stuff n if i talk to any boy in general n also even if i watch any simple t.v show then milk-water like substance comes out of my vaginal areas n my clothes get wet. this thing is happening since last 10 years. As i m now 23 but i look like only 14 year girl . please save me n tel me the remedies to get cured from this disease since now i m not involved in any wrong thing,