hello, I m kirsty and I am 19 years old, around 5 months ago i woke up feeling this out of it/none existent feeling that has since never gone away I ve been to doctor after doctor in that time to a&e twice and put on a various amount of meds to no prevail I am at my wits end, my symptoms make me sound crazy and a lot of my doctors are passing it off, I am currently waiting to see a neurologist and a jaw specialist my symptoms are Fatigue/weakness brain fog/feeling de-realized loss of hearing eye sight deterioration/ floaters light sensitivity loss of emotional feeling memory fog unprovoked eye movement twitching muscles migraines/headaches stiff jaw/grinding noises in jaw/sometimes pain feeling sick after eating racing heart pounding threw out whole body(more in my head) occasional facial numbness sleeping all day and night confusion I am at my wits end, I am very scared every day is such a struggle and i spend most of them crying, i feel lost in my own home, I feel like I ve been drugged 24/7 and I feel lost and dazzed, like I m in a constant stare Previouse to my symptoms I suffered an eating disorder (anorexia binge and purge subtype) but as soon as I recovered became weight restored and eat like any other person all of this happened, I have read up on a lot of different things trying to fiqure out what s going on, I understand de realization and depersonalization, but my physical symptoms especially my hearing loss and jaw seem indicate other wise, Could it possibly be lymes disease as I do have two young cats? I don t know what my next step would be I ve tried to be put in hospital but due to my vital signs being ok it s not possible I have had blood tests which came out ok, but the first set I had done in A&E indicated higher white blood cells, and they didn t really know what to do so they diagnosed me with labrynthitis and prescribed me a weeks dosage of 500mg of amoxcillin, which made no difference, No one knows what to do with me, they seem to be putting it all down to anxiety which is driving me mad, I ve suffered depression and anxiety my entire life and I ve never had any health issues before my eating disorder. Someone please give me some sort of indication as to what I should do I feel helpless and hopeless. I m very scared and very suicidal due to this mystery illness I seem to be suffering.