Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I can understand. You are in love with another woman even though you are married and your wife is loving you much. Here you are in a conflict. We call it acceptance - avoidance conflict. You should take a decision and the decision should be right. If you don t take a decision now, you will be under this conflict and it will ruin your life. If you take right decision, your problem will be settled once for all. In my opinion, the right decision will be to leave the other girl and live with your legally wedded and loving wife. Let the other girl find another loving husband. That is the most amicable solution. If you go and live with the other girl, the whole of your family and that girls family will be thrown apart. Why should you do that for your selfishness? Consult a psychologist for counseling sessions. Take care. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.