I have become very depressed over the last 3months, i am starting to wonder if it could be related to a decrease in testosterone or other imbalance ,as i look back an notice that it has been a slow decline into depression that i don t seem to be able to shake off and is getting frightening now as i wake in the mornings with new bizarre way to end my life . I have had / felt depressed in the past but nothing as strong as this,its as if i am looking at myself from one step away but cannot seem to pull myself up.. Eddie.