I «m borderline .. thats waht i think after sahring what ai feel with other..
i jaust came bakc form skiing .. taking a aliitle bit of alcool..
but tahts one of othose days i will feel overdoasing and going to ER ..

Last january (2014>) i have been ot ER and keeping in psychiattic for 1 week.
i just dont know what is ti to feel good..
I make lots of exercices.. too much maybe..
even i i feel high and good i dont have any patience for watching tv or reading a b ook..

i dont knot what to say or what to do..
maybe i am just anormal person.. but people around me says ntot.. you were not drinking before.. you were not doing so much exercice.. you were more normal i guss..
whats is normal ?

tonight boyfriend and me are in conflict.. thats the hard part
in those days i coulc esaily trying an overdose..
but i jsut came from form long ride of skiing so i should be eating something healthy, going to bed sonn..

nope i just feel to drink and overdose..
but i know tomorrow i will forgot allt his

borderline is not easy