I’m a 70 year old man. When I was aged 52 I had chest pain when doing sports, running, squash, tennis. I’m 5’8” and 137lbs. I had a triple bypass using both mammary arteries and the radial artery from my left arm. I’ve been well ever since. My weight at 52 was about 20 lbs greater than now.
I’m now perpetually worried that death is round the corner. I play tennis for 2hours three or four times a week and walk 2-3. miles most days. I can’t shake off this, in my mind, fact that I will die soon. My father died in his 60’s of prostate cancer. I have annual checks and all is generally OK and I take the 3 daily tablets, a statin, a pril, and a 75mg aspirin.
I masturbate once a week without a full erection and although I enjoy the release it leaves me with a headache.
What should I do? Am I just losing my mind or are my worries in any way rational. Thank you.