I have been on depo shot for four months I just found out I’m pregnant. I am a heavy drinker and also use cocain. I had no idea I was pregnant, especially being on depo so I’ve been partying and being irresponsible. I also take a good amount of Zanex. Would getting a abortion be a safer option, i wish i knew. I feel terrible. I’m scared and don’t know what to do. I don’t want an abortion but I feel I have harmed the baby. I would hate for something wrong to happen.