I don't care about anything,I don't have a goal for a career, i just want to help my mother rest and just let her retire.If she dies one day, i won't mind fading away. I feel like i should do good to others, i feel selfless, i want others to feel good and i don't care about myself. I don't think i'm depressed, i don't want to die, but i wouldn't mind it, as i think that one day death will come, sooner or later.I wake every morning feeling happy. What is my condition? Am i crazy? Am i depressed? What should i do?