Hello Dr My mother passed away last July 6 th. I still have these crying spells( bad ones I almost get panicy when I think that I can t see her anymore it s just overwhelming). They just come out of no where. But usually there is a trigger . When they happen I feel as though I ve lost half of my heart!! My mother was a heart transplant recipient. She lived for 16 years with that gift. Thank you, Laura. YYYY@YYYY Oh btw I m an RN and it was crazy difficult to change hats all those years. Daughter/ Nurse back and forth. Did not realize I had to pay. Unable to. I also failed to mention I lost my job 1 week before she passed. My employer ( 1 of the biggest health care systems in Ohio) had no compassion when I exceeded the point limit for absenteeism.. Mother vs job they wanted me to pick my job over her. PLEASE ANSWER.... Se