Hello,how are you?I am forty years old and always looked about ten years younger.Last August I started feeling fatigued,having the constant need to expelled any waste in my body.My lower back pain gets worse.My hair turned grey at once.My facial muscles began to weaken significantly .Although I was on Xanax for ten years I still was complimented often and had a healthy glow.On top of that with in a two month period all my teeth began to rot severely .My hair is falling out in bundles I have always had long beautiful hair.My mouth feels dry.I get light headed a lot and headaches.I believe I expel my bowels that are extremely dark and loose at least ten times a day.I am scared that my kidneys are not functioning properly.The pain is deep sometimes dull.If I drink a lot of water because I usually have no desire to eat or drink.I feel a cold tingling in my lower back almost as if my kidneys were so dry I start to feel water reaching and flowing through them.My circulation is very bad even after a normal work out.I had a rough patch were I was homeless in a tent for about ten years.I have acute pancreatitus .Sorry for the misspelled word.I am worried about my eternal organs because I neglected medical care for so long.I tryed to keep up appearances though and hide my embarrassment .I was abused often by my partner of twenty two years who just left me for a woman fifteen years younger,now that I am getting back on track is there a procedure or creams that can tone my facial muscle tone.What could start to cause you to deteriorate so quickly.Thank you.In pain scared suffering.Don't know where to start can you answer any questions?Is there hope.?