Hello my name is Jessi I'm a 23 year old female and i think i may have been suffering from depression since childhood. Lately things have been getting more scary I've been thinking about death alot. Like why am i even still here? I have no future, I'm constantly wracked with guilt, i feel like my life has stopped in place and I'm a prisoner in my own body. I do nothing but lay in bed on my off days, i can't feel nothing but unhappiness. And the worst thing is not being able to share how i feel to my friends and family without being shunned about it nobody believes me they just tell me to get over which makes me recede deeper in my mind. I can't stand myself anymore. I feel like a failure!