Hello Sir,
I am working as embedded( electronic design and devlp) Engineer in PVT Mnc, India, Chennai. During my college day I am the topper of my class. Once I joined to the Organisation I feel my self something lagging and inferior. Later a year went I got a chance to show my self. I proved it and also awarded. After that dude to some politics I left that office and Joined a new(fortune 500) organisation, But my interest level is too low, a year went they asked me to leave from the office, Again I thought I could begin from the First But i could not Due the organisation policy and management I dint stay there for not more than 6 month. So i quit and moved to new organisation With lot of expectation and make over my mind but i didn't get the chance and also not utilized my chances. I lost my hope and not at all doing anything, become worst then ever. But I have great technical experience from my first organisation. I just want to bounce back from this state to my rocking performance state during college days.
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And my father is a fisherman,we lost our boat too during when i shift to second organisation, I am the only source of income. I(father) have some debts too. I have to make my sister getting married to some good person. I am in frustrated/null state now a days I don't know its due to financial problem or not a successful carrier life.. I was expecting a On-site. But If I try I am failing. I know I am capable of doing anything. But I am not doing anything. I am keep on checking my daily astrology too :(

Am I habituated or some mental blockage? I just wanna bounce back from this stage!
I am more curious to get reply from you... Thanks in Advance :)

Parveen J
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