Hello,
I have schizophrenia, only just very recently and on medication for about 2 weeks. I would like to know if in the past, when I felt I had power to heal physical ailments. I thought I was special and had a lot of spiritual power. So I often felt other's physical ailments on my body then I prayed then the ailments went away, slowly. So, what I would really want to know is , was the physical ailments real? How can my brain trick me like that? I felt pain here and there, or I felt headache or nervousness a lot (which I now figured out that it was actually mine, not others' as I thought) Like the pain and swollen of my finger and thumb, i prayed for that and now there is still a bit of it, which never went away. So, did I actually cause myself to have pain, swollen finger and thumb or just my brain imagine it? If it imagine it, then how come I still have it even though Im on medication. I don't see reason why I have pain in my finger and thumb.