i was found with inversion of the y chromosome and my mother knew it was one of many problems i had when i was born when i was 54 years old i was told by the medical profession i had to get a license as a female and dress as a female to get the medical help i needed why an i getting in trouble with universities for finding out too much information on the computer about my condition and it turned out to be the truth i was born conjoined with two tails not heads but i am a true hermaphrodite with a functional vagina and penis which had been diagnosed in a way you do not want to know about and i do not wish to tell it all but i am a disable vet and a service brat born on Guam navel base my dad was a retired air force pilot and the never put my gender on my id card but the medical profession made the state of Florida give me an id as a female and i have been going through absolute hell because of it not only with the state the police neighbors the and many places of business i need serious help and possibly relocate leave Florida and i need medical honesty not jealous doctors like my brother who is in the medical field and is jealous of me like the gays and transgenders are as well the feel i have the best of both worlds and they could not be further from the absolute truth i have been to God for counsel and gotten most of my answers after most of the Christians have said i am a freak and of the evil one God asked me a question Johnnie what if u are the only one of these Christians who are calling you a freak that is normal there is no male or female in heaven and God created man male and female did he create them six years ago they told me i am them Paul who was he sparing when he said God prefers us not to be married but i spare you it is better to marry than to burn and if i am normal how dare any of u call what i have a disease ,maybe to most who die because of this so called disease but tell me what is normal u can not and u know it in case u do not know it by now i am having to go to court before a judge and misconduct because i am angry at my neighbors and the police for their ignorance and the medical profession for what they have and have not done to help me and i asked God when i was a three year old boy why my crotch burned and pulled he told me the doctors did something they should not have done to you when u were born and i asked him why he did not answer that question but some doctors have 51 years later and the judges and lawyers have told me even on the base i will never change that law that to shut up they demanded me to keep my medical information private i cant say anymore i am upset it is Christmas and my mother is ashamed of me and does not want to face the mistakes that have been made which are many by her the medical profession but u have had no choice neither has our society but who is to really take the full blunt of Gods judgement on this i will give u a clue woe unto lawyers and judges who still refuse to help ,me and the doctors and the parents help me find a doctor to sue a lawyer and a judge who refuse to see and know and feel the truth to everything under heaven there is a purpose or a reason u see there is too much to tell about the way i was born and why i was born that way blind totally crossed eyes lopsided ears a conjoined condition both Genitals if this was a curse God is able to take that which was meant for evil and turn it to good the reason i was born blind i have a problem with lust of the eyes having both sex drives have never been with a man but my female drive is stronger than the male drive and the older women get the stronger their drive is as told to me by a friend and t,male drives tend to weaken i know it to be true nevertheless i need real medical help and support not fake like i have received all of my life are we on the same i hope so one more thing the main reason i am in this world and was not miscarried a message from God we are all born into sin and cannot satisfy our flesh and neither can Peggy lee is that all there is my friend then lets keep dancing and break out the booze and have a ball women cant get enough and when a man is finished he is usually finished done could the female drive be stronger than the male drive absolutely i know it first hand should i say unfortunately i have no doubt in my mind but he finds his strength through our weakness which is my female side