Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I sincerely think that you are maturing into a grown up. Grown up people have their own way of thinking, ways of behavior etc. Once you grow up, you leave so many behaviors behind and come out with more mature behavior. Some of these new behaviors may seem strange to yourself as well as to others. No problems. You shall learn to tackle all these. Second trouble is that you are in a college. Everyone matures. They behave with you as if you are also matured. That creates a gap between you and others. Only intimate friends understands you. No problem. Part of life. So instead of worrying about your becoming mature, please concentrate on your studies for your bright future. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.