Strange Sexual Issues Please Help History I am a virgin female in my early twenties. I started puberty late at 14 and never had much of a sex drive. My periods caused me much pain and I would be hospitalized unable to eat or drink in the few days before my period, ovulation time. No endometriosis Due to this, I had a total hysterectomy as a late teen. My hormones are normal. The muscles were immediatly weakened and several doctors pushed me to masturbate. Vomit. Every time I try, I vomit. I may lose the ability to eat and sometimes even for a day or two. I was hospitalized once after attempting masturbation 3 days in a row for less than an hour each. Its not normal nausea, but more of a muscular spasm like someone is pressing hard on my stomach, mouth and/or throat. Most of them time it s like being karate chopped in the throat. Hives. Every time I masturbate my body, particularly the thighs ankles and any part ,besides hands, that touch any fluid, break out in hives that can last up to two weeks. I ve been tested many times and have no vaginal infections. It is not related to any food or medication. Ive several types of lube and sexual devices in several materials and using zero lube and no toys, but the hives always occur. No climax. I m never able to climax and to be honest, Im not even sure what that feels like. I have to remind myself to do kegels and masturbation, but usually only remember or force myself to go through with trying twice a year. If everyone didnt talk about how great it can be and if there wasnt such a risk of prolapse or urinary problems, I would never bother with sexual anything ever and my life would be so much better. I ve also never been abused and harbor no sexual fears, just lack of interest.