My problem is I am a domestic violence survivor from two knife wounds that callapsed both lungs cut all major arteries when I was 24. I wenttoalot of pain managements counseling phycoligist and nothing worked I finally have had a great doctor for five years ,she tried vivodines on me I had to take a lot so I asked her to see if something with less pills would work so I was prescribed 180mg of morphine, I have been on it for about 4 years, well unfortunately my doctor left the practice. And I met a stand in doctor who hardly knows. Me. She tells me I need to go to pain management and I can move my arms fine so I don t need morphine she got me so upset because everything else failed I walked out.my whole point is after 12 years front he stabbing I am under control with the pain, I signed up for a two year college and I start in June now u won tbeable to sit there or maybe have a lot of bad days with pain ,that now I will havetobeon disability for the rest of my life ,not counting now I will have withdrawals I just did not like the way sheassumedthings,like in my younger years drinking and adductuon i have grown up and haven t failed much I guess I just want a suggestion for either a good chronic Paine doctor or advice,I feel like she thinks I asked for this life I was a athlete healthy can and very active,it was all gone just kike that I put up with the pain for 8 Yeats before asking for help.My daughters would see how sick I would get from pain so I focused on getting better,now this Dr totally slapped me back down