Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I can understand you. Your description shows how anxious and obsessive you are in health related matters. Did anybody diagnose you as having anxiety disorder? The anxiety disorder which is supposed to be treated by a psychiatrist or psychologist, not simple anxiety. If you were diagnosed, you should get proper treatment. If not, please consult a psychologist or psychiatrist for diagnosis. In both the cases above, your betterment is in the fact that you should leave the rest to the experts and stop worrying. In my experience, the symptom you notice is not related to anxiety, but of course, it could be due to obsessive thinking and obsessive thinking is related to anxiety. I can help you in this aspect. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.