Helo Dear in absence of your age family back ground earning expectation past experince my advise is based on small details provided by you if your problems are not solved revert back to me if you want further opinion please provide details as above As a person dealing with behavioural science I can assure you it is normal for the person to feel as you are feeling in the start of new proffesion or work .You need to put you best so that your earning and satsfaction level may improve from your shop Do join stress management programme take up relaxation exercises start interacting with friensds and family All these will improve your behaviour For immediate help get in touch with a psychistrist who will give you some nerve soothing and mood controling drug GET back to your normal self Dr Lal Psychiatrist