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I can imagine what suffering u are going on.As u rightly mentioned that your diagnosis is OCD
and currently it seems problem is uncontrolled - requires more intense psychiatrist
From points mentioned it was not clear time since your last visit with psychiatrist but from dose probably long time u not consulted to your doctor.
Important points regarding this illness to understand is
1) This illness requires prolonged treatment and regular f/u
2) This illness is like Diabetes
where it can be controlled by medicine and no complete cure available.
3) Available medicine gradually titrated in numbers of sessions to maximum dose with addition of another medicine to give possible maximum relief.
4) Along with medicine psychotherapy
and behavioural therapy give additional benefit which help to reduce your compulsion
So in this disorder improvement means able to reduce intensity of distress available with ur thoughts and decrease frequency of thought as minimal as.
I hope this will clears in your mind what to expect from treatment.
So please continue frequent f/u with your psychiatrist he definitely help to improve your problem.