i am having times where I feel so alone and like I am just a shadow in my husbands family I am always left out and forgotten when they go out and I have been apart of their family for almost 11 years but no one ask me to go out to have fun with them I try to bring t up to my husband and he says well I guess you will never be happy then now can you but he just don't relize I like to go out but he does not even like me to walk to the mail box with out getting mad about it I also have seziures and he tries to use this on me all the time I just wish that I was all alone right now my only friend is my cat because they wont let me talk to even my neighbors so i wish I wasn't so sad