Hello.,...I am seriously struggling, suicidal ideas, diagnosed with Bipolar 5 weeks ago, am taking Sodium Valpororate, psychologist just told me in a hospital my levels would be up in 3 days, my family do not believe this about me, my mother used to work in mental health, very difficult to talk to her, my dad does not understand.This pains me greatly. I am 45, single, no children,lived alone last decade, had C3\C4 fusion,Central Asia_D syndrome. Extremely depressed.