Hi, may I answer your health queries right now ? Dear Doctors, I m a 23 year old female,and I ve a serious problem since I was very young though I m trying to cope with a and forget about the whole matter but it still comes back and increase at certain times,My problem is some females that I met for e.g if at school a teacher,if at club then a certain coach if at family visits,one attracts me not from first time but after many visits and long stays I feel with her that I wanna be a baby,I pretend to fall asleep to feel my mouth over her chest as I wish to breastfeed I imagine this,and this idea doesn t come to me to anyone but certain people,I try to hug her to feel that she is giving me that what a child needs,in our society many made comments what is this?why do you love this.... like this?but I swear I only feel relief when I do this,I feel relaxed but when I see people s look or afraid of anyone s words so I stop but this desire increases,all what I want is to feel like a baby breastfeeding from her mother and sleeping and she relaxes me. my mum when I was very young she used to hit me and always shout me,studying always and my school was stressful,my brother when young I saw how mum deals with him and looks how he attaches to her chest but then she shouts to go and usually stay at my room trying to immitate with a pillow Also my parents had fights and infront of people they act perfect,my mum was betraying my dad and I heard this and carried it inside my heart,this was from long time,I don t want a love from mum,though I don t love her but never hate her,This makes me so bit confused,please I need your help. Thanks type your query here..