I ve done a lot of self diagnosis, but really I don t know what s wrong with me. I think I either have hpv, cancer, hiv, gonorrhea or chlamydia. I lost my virginity when I was 14. I had unprotected sex since then with 6 different people. I m 18 now. My first time experiencing abnormalities was about a year ago. I had vaginal and oral sex with a guy. A couple days after, my vagina became very ichy. The more I rubbed it began to swell up. Every time I urinated it would burn. That s when I thought it was gonorrhea or chlamydia. I talked to my sister about it somewhat indirectly. She somehow convinced me it was just a yeast infection and it would go away on its own within a week. That made A lot of sense to me because I read somewhere that if you receive oral sex from someone who had been drinking you could get a yeast infection. My problem went away in a week and I never thought much of it again. Until now... I ve been experiencing mild cramps from time to time. I haven t had a period for about 3 months but instead, I have brownish discharge that seems to start when I drink alcoholic drinks. There s so much more. I haven t seen a doctor because I don t want to know what s wrong with me, I don t want to have to talk to anyone about the mistakes ive Made in the past, I don t want to talk to my parents, I don t have money. Etc. I just need help but I don t know what to do. The feeling is so overwhelming I wish I would just die. But I m guessing imcdying now.... And I don t want that.