Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I shall remind you that work is worship. If you do not take it that way, naturally you get bored and irritated. Over and above we have excess job always. We are compelled to work extra, beyond the body an mind capacity. Then it results in stress. For any person, who is performing his extra task is under stress, and that is what had happened to you. Relax. Take a break. Go for a vacation. If you want more of my help in this aspect, please post a direct query to me with every details possible. I shall try to address it in a psychotherapy point of view. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.