I have a constantly fear. I dont feel safe, not at home, not outside, but still I have friends and a normal life. Its just that sometimes i dont want to go out because i am to afraid of walking home again all by myself. When I am home alone, i feel really bad. I always think that someone is watching me and I dont feel that I am alone, even if the house is totally empty. When I am in the shower, i am afraid of closing my eyes because I alway feel that someone will be there outside the shower. I cant walk up our stair, because i always feel that someone is chasing me. No one knows about this, so its kind of hard to feel alone all the time.