I am terminally ill and have a lot of problems. Everyone has problems but unlike in the past I was able to deal with them. I m hungry most of the time and don t think my relatives understand what I m goin through. I have refused stem cell treatment for MM. I am also a breast cancer survivor for 8 years. I just have been through so very much in my life until I have no more strength. As a senior citizen I have reached out to many organizations for assistance to no avail. My doctor did recommend that I go to see a professional but at this point I m afraid of everything. Unable to think clearly, alone, unhappy and hungry most of the time. YYYY@YYYY