hi, i'm 19 and i suffur from deppresion, anxity and panic attacks, but over the years i'v been seeing and hearing things that other people tell me arn't there, i terrifid of people cause i think they all want to hurt or kill me, i feel like someone is always watching me and wispering things to me, i hear scratching and banging that isn't real and seeing other people get hurt in anyway makes me happy? whats wrong with me? am i schizophrenic? or just crazy?