Hi, I'm eighteen years old. I recently just recovered from a four year long drug addiction and now I'm really sacred I've done some untreatable damage. I just recently found out that there is a possibility that I have chlamydia (i don't know it its true and if i do have it i don't know for how long), which really scares me. However, I don't have any health insurance. I understand there are free clinics in SOME hospitals, but the closest free clinic too me is over a 30 minute drive, and I don't drive. I'm too scared too talk to anyone about it, and it's really taking a tole on me mentally. I'm so stressed out and I'm afraid that there is something really internally wrong with me. When I was seventeen I got raped and pregnant, and I was also a drug addict, so unfortunately the drugs took the baby. After that I went to a gino, they gave me a preganncy test and told me I wasnt pregnant anymore, they didn't check my insides or anything they said that i was good to go because the test wast positive. I'm afraid that I can't have another baby now after what i did. Also For the past two weeks my ribs have been really hurting me, at first it was such a piercing pain, almost as if i cracked them, but now it only hurts when i wake up and if i cough really hard, but however my body wont let me sneeze because the pain by my ribs gets really painful and then i just hold my nose until it goes away, before that happened I had this horrible stomach pain, I thought maybe i ripped my stomach lining, but that went away after a week of pain. Ontop of that, I've had my period for 11 days now, usually i get it from 4-5 days. I just really want this all too stop, I cry myself to sleep constantly, I cant even look at myself with out disgust in myself. I want to forget my past and my mistakes made, but all these problems on my body are really sacring me and making me think i'm gonig to die.