Was 19 years old when I did this. That was my only and last cycle I will ever take, big mistake. Pre Cycle High sex drive High energy Never felt depressed Erections were abundant, and easy to achieve What I did to cause Testosterone Suppression Date I ingested the substance: Approximately November 1, 2014 (Substances banned beginning January 1, 2015) Cycle Ran Halo Elite by Blackstone Labs (4-chloro-17a-methyl-androst-1, 4-dine-3, 17b-dion) Super Tren by Blackstone Labs (Estra-4,9,11-triene-3,17-dione) 50mg of Halo Elite by Blackstone Labs Twice a day for 4 weeks Starting of 3rd week Added in Super Tren by Blackstone Labs 20mg 3 times daily Ended cycle early December Post Cycle Therapy Clomiphene by Hardcore Peptides Week 6 – 8 or 9. Clomiphene. Started at 100mg ED, tapered down to 25mg. Starting around January 15, 2015 I started: Post Cycle Almost zero sex drive Always in a depressed mood My mind feels cloudy Energy is very low compared to pre cycle energy levels Feel mentally fatigued Erections hard to achieve, sometimes almost impossible Around 50% decrease in Testicle Size, it varies, but they aren’t what they once were. February 2015 Decided to run clomiphene, and some natural test boosters to see if that would help. Weeks 1 – 2 Clomiphene 50mg twice a day. Weeks 2 – 4 Clomiphene 50mg daily. I felt somewhat better after, but it was temporary. I slowly started to return to how I was in January. March 2015 Realizing the clomiphene was a temporary fix, I tried to use another testosterone booster. D aspartic Acid 3000mg daily for 4 weeks. It definitely helped, but after a while it started to lose effectiveness April 2015 Decided to take a break from all testosterone booster products to see what my body could produce naturally. April 24, 2015 went to get Testosterone Free and Total levels. May 2015 Started using D aspartic acid supplementation again. Helped for another month. June 2015 – August 12, 2015 Tried Clomiphene for 4 weeks at 50mg twice a day for 30 days. That helped tremendously, I almost felt like I did pre cycle. Around August 12 I felt like I was sliding back into how I was feeling in January. All the symptoms of January slowly started to comeback. Mid-August to mid-September New Symptoms I made some natural strength gains June – August. Around middle august to September I slowly started to get weaker. Lost all strength gains from summer. I also noticed a slight increase in body fat when I was using my body fat measurer. I went from around 20% to 24%. I then proceeded to use D Aspartic Acid for another 4 weeks. October 10, 2015 Went to get my Testosterone levels checked, and they are lower than they were in January. Testosterone level : 262 ng/dl Things I noticed when I stop taking clomiphene, or a natural testosterone booster. Testicular Atrophy, followed by a slight aching feeling that goes away, and comes back randomly. December 9, 2015 Testosterone levels: 310 ng/dl Also symptoms of hypothyroidism are starting to occur, not sure if that is related to low testosterone or not. TSH levels on October 10, 2015 were 4.3. Currently as of December 9 TSH levels are 5.7. Will this fix itself or am I permanently damaged?