I've gone through episodes the past 5 years I've never experienced before. I'm almost 42 and I remember the first time it started I was 36 year old. I become very jealous and paranoid watching my husbands every move and fearful he is going to hurt me because he's thinking of another woman. To me, it's so real, but he thinks I'm crazy. We have been married almost 21 years and this just started happening 5 years ago. Before this our marriage was as good as it gets in a marriage. I wander if it's my hormones or I'm paranoid schizophrenic. He says I have all of the symptoms when an episode happens. I just want to be aware of it if I need help. It's hard for me to recognize it while it's happening.