thank you, dr. Rynne. I ve been depressed since I was a child and now I am 45. I so unhappy with my life. I am single, I ve had 2 abortions and no children. I regret so much in my life that I don t know how to handle it. I have a State job that I dislike so I haven t been going. I have a loving family and friends, but their positiveness doesn t seem to over come my depression and hopelessness. I m scared. I took a bunch of my prescription meds Wednesday and am still feeling the after effects. I don t know what to do. I ve disappointed the family and friends I decided to confide in, and here I still sit at home hating myself and now mad at myself for burdening them with my problems. It seems like no matter what I do, I only end up hating my self more, ever mind I am broke and can t afford your solution. Thanks anyway