I ve been diagnosed with severe bipolar disorder, chemical imbalance severe depressive disorder, and i can t recollect the 4th one. i haven t been able to seek therapy or medication in the last 8 yrs. i was diagnosed 12 yrs ago. i was told my brain would suffer damage as the conditions worsened, is this true? i now suffer forgetfulness, can not multitask anymore, don t understand things i read and i ws at one time sharp as a tack. i also want to continually seek out deviant sexual behavior for punishment purposes. i don t see any psychiatrists listed here. i don t want a general practioner or heart surgeon answering my mental questions