Well come to HCM Thank for asking I really appreciate your concern, if this is the hemorrhoid condition then it needs surgery for cure once the surgery done then every symptoms that you have will be no more there, else it can not be treated with any medicine neither the weird kind of feeling will come to end, as a matter of fact it is not the bowel closed, of course you are passing the stool but it is not the thing like you are thinking, it is constipation only, drink more water, have more fiber containing diet, drink more water, you can even try Isabgol powder for stool softening, but surgery is must hope this information helps.