Hi I ve been suffering from mental depression since I was 17 I am now 20 and have finally been able to admit it to myself, although I am afraid to talk about it, especially when it feels like I am crazy but I know there is an evil spirit inside of me, if I drink too much or if I ever do drugs then that is when the evil spirit is able to take control, I know you re probably thinking blah blah blah you ve are on alcohol or drugs that is why you are thinking of this, but even when I am sober I know the spirt is there and the way I feel is he keeps taking over when I get bad but he wants to take over, he makes me confident by I hate the person he tries making to be, he keeps trying to take over until I finally admit his name, and when I admit his name he will take over completely, and I am doing everything I can to fight him back! I am frightened because I fear one day I will admit his name and he will take control completely, please help, I beg you. I would come here without being able to fight control, even now he is trying to battle me.