it s a psychological issue actually, i m not sure if you guys deal with this or only physical health issues, i am gay and i m struggling much with it! specially when i m living in an arab country! it s just hard to keep up with all this hate around! yes i have friends lots of them, but i made myself a safe bubble and i m living in it! everytime i have to deal with anyone outside this bubble i feel like it s the apocalypse and i m fighting to survive! no seriously no kidding... this is how bad it is! of course i thought to turn into a straight guy but all my attempts failed real bad! it was pointless! i just can t be myself anymore because of the judging around and at the same time! i hate faking a straight personality just to satisfy the people s around me and the entire society.