dear doctor.... Im helpless...im a brilliant student from my childhood and i would get first rank or second rank from my childhood to tenth standard.... At my seventh standard i had been suffering from fever and at that time i supposed to turn back and lying on my bed....after some time i felt that something came out from my penis... i dont know what was that and i felt very enjoyable... and i tried to do that to make me happy.... And that habit had been continued and i dint feel anything till my tenth standard and i scored very good marks in tenth standard..... when i was entering my eleventh standard i felt very weak... and i suppose to knew that i had done a big mistake and i cant stop that habit till my twelth standard.... due to this habit i cant concentrate in studies and my memory power had lost and i score very poor marks in twelvth standard.... that was my first failure in my life.. and totally depressed... from that day my activities got changed... and i stop that habit.... due to this habit i have been suffering from many problems day by day... minute by minute... second by second... my penis got smaller and below my penis the two balls are not in same position... one ball lying down.... sorry sir.. i know my english is not good.. and my problems are i have no memory power and i cant remember the things as soon as possible... if see anything and i close the eyes i cant remember what would i have seen.... my hands,my legs lose the strength and i feel very weak...basically im a dancer.. now a days im feeling very tired... my right shoulder is paining and i have light paining in my hips....and my stomach getting disturb.... i cant feel anything and i cant understand the things quickly.... and i am doing my engiineering... this time is the turning point in my life.... and if i cant achieve anything.. surely i ll die...no words to express my feeling... doctor please tell me shall i recover from these problems... will i get my old strength... i dont know how to ask... please doctor help me..... send your response immedietely doctor... please please please please.....wat to do doctor.....