Hello thanks for asking from HCM for your health related queries I can understand your concern. A lot of couples have relationship problems in their marital life. You are three month pregnant so this also worsens your depressive symptoms. You are thinking to attempting suicide but don t want to die. Such type of behaviour in which individuals wants some gains by attempting suicide are called as parasuicide and you should not even think about attempting such things. This may not only harm your developing baby but can also cause significant harm to you in terms of health and also in relationship with your husband. This would further worsen the situation. Please talk to your husband about the problems you are facing and try to avoid fighting with him. Both of you can see a marriage counsellor for help in your relationship problems. Take care of your developing baby by remaining happy and relaxed. Take good nutrition and sleep for at least 7-8 hours a day. Visit a psychiatrist if symptoms of depression persist. Thanks, I hope this helps you. Take care