i am addicted to alprazolam . i take some 15-20 mg alprax. i wanted it at first get high but now there is no physical or mental high even after so many tablets. i don t know what to do . i don t like to live like any more. is there any way to get back to my school/college days zeal and ambition and full of energize. help me doctor this time because i have seen lots of psychiatric both counseling and medication. no one can put me back faith in life and daily work schedule. is it possible for me to get back my old character and thought process. actually I am always very ambitious and talented too. but some how things turned opposite my aspiration, failed miserably, my girl friend left me. it was one very set back for me. i got into heavy depression and started taking medicine. now i think everything for me is gone except death. if you can come out of me and make me a man of 25 years back. you honestly tell me doctor; if there is still chance for me living haply, positively, and a significance life.