Hi,Dear,Thanks for your query to HCM. Dear I read facts of your query and reviewed it in context to your query health issues. I understood your health concerns and feel Concerned about them. Based on the facts of your query reply is- IBS with malabsorption with accompanied illhealth. With proper diagnosis of the IBS- whether from IBD like Crohn s / Or Ulcerative Colitis / Celiac Disease with Gluten enteropathy / or from TB enteritis / or Diverticulitis, at the hands of expert GI Specialist, there is no reason for you to think of suicide.Accompanied surgical causes as Fissure in ano with proctitis and polyposis need to be ruled out in your case. lic Acid supplements would bring fast recovery in case like your s. Do s -suggested- Get Surgeon s Consult and proctoscopic and anal examination to fix the diagnosis. Treatment of Anaemia / and Vit B12 / Fo Treatment-suggested Liquid bland diet. Butter Milk 2 times per day High fiber diet x 1 week Plenty of fluids x 1 week Tab Zincovit +Vit B12 would recoup the colonic functions. Darolac- Sachet 1 per day would expedite the recovery. Stool Test and review with GI -Surgeon would be needed if no recovery with initial treatment given. Just don t worry till you verify with your attending doctors. Need to Check with Physician / GI Surgeon doctor if things don t recover. -Other causes need to be verified with your family GP doctor, as the facts may be different what you submitted. -For this Second opinion from PCP-or Gp doctor and if need be with Physician / GI Surgical- specialist-is needed who would do proper investigation after proper physical assessment to resolve your health issues. -for early recovery-please follow above do s which would resolve your issues. Hope this would help you to treat your health issues in the best way possible. Welcome for any further query in this regard. Good Day!! Dr.Savaskar M.N. Senior Surgical Specialist M.S.Genl-CVTS