Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. From the given description, it is difficult to diagnose your problem and prescribe medication. For me, the condition seems just as a disappointment. You are disappointed due to some life happenings which you never expected. Or life not moving forward as you planned. In both the above cases, people get severely disappointed and disappointment shows symptoms of depression like lethargy, lack of appetite, sleep, melancholy etc. You need to identify the reasons for your disappointment and plan action to settle them. A good psychologist can help you do this. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.