Dear
Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns

I went through your details. I can assure you, you cannot hurt yourself, because you are not living in the real world. you have your biggest assets with you. Your husband and your child. Even they are not certain assets. What you have today, may not be available as yours tomorrow. That is the life lesson. If you do not understand this life lesson, you are not living realistically. You told you have financial problems. What are the? How deep is it? If you have financial problem, your husband also should be having the / facing the same problem. Your child also does. Both of them do not worry about the financial worry as you do. Why? Your answer to this question is my answer to your worry and self hurting emotions. Take care.

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Good luck.

Dear
Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns

I went through your details. I feel you know the reason for your depression and you know the short term treatment for that. But you need long term treatment. You should understand money is nothing. It takes some days to become bankrupt. The more you love money, the more you will be disappointed. This sentence should become a proverb. Everyone knows this no one cares to understand it.

I think you are more disappointed due to the unforeseen events happened in your life. That is common. Just concentrate on your present work and think positive about what happened. It might take some time, bur surely your mind will heal itself. You should consult a psychologist for counseling. Take care.

If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible.

Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications.
Good luck.