I am very depressed all of the time. I do not have medical insurance, therefore I will not go to the doctor. I have three beautiful little girls and have had a tubal ligation, which I am regretting terribly. I think that is one of the main reasons I am depressed. I constantly dream of babies, and it is starting to scare me. I have talked to my doctor several times before and he says I am not depressed, I am just tired. I do not want to get out of bed, I cry ALL of the time over nothing and I need help!! what should I do. I cannot afford to pay another $90 for my doctor to tell me nothing is wrong.