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We understand your concerns
I went through your description. I suggest you should hve mentioned your age and medical conditions you might have. I think you are a victim of anxiety
and undue stress
. Who can make you crazy and help less, if there are a lot of help available and there are physicians around.
First you should find a general physician to test your EKG and confirm that your heart is OK and beating and pumping well. Second you should assure yourself that there is nothing to worry. You are anxious and feared. Fear causes heart to pound and sweat and breathlessness.
Before feeling helpless and lamenting yourself for the situation, you should talk to your friends and family. Everyone will understand you because everyone has some problems. Consult a doctor first. The I will help you to alter your thoughts and lifestyle.
Hope Iam ble to clarify your doubts. Available for further queries.